scribbles of lazy me

If I look up now for the rainbow i saw as a boy, There are no longer the seven colors only a mist and fog, As time passes by, and the world around me changes, No matter where i search for you,you're nowhere to be found,  So i close my eyes, and open my heart... I need to know, if i gaze up again, Will things be different this time? Maybe if i was more honest, the fog would fade away, So i pray, screaming that wish deep within my soul. They say when you lose one thing, you gain another, don't you? But still, no matter the waves of pain hit me I will keep looking for you! My dream!My friend!My Light!

I know that the only thing keeping us apart is the miles between us. If it weren’t for that, I know for a fact that you’d be right here right now, cuddling underneath this blanket with me before I fall asleep. I honestly don’t know how I used to get through the day before you came into my life, but I really can’t see myself getting by without you there now. And I know that for now the closest thing to having you by my side when I sleep is by looking at your face through a monitor. For now, that will have to do. But one way or another, I will be right next to you at night. I need to be next to you. Because I need to fall asleep knowing that everything precious to me is safe. And where else would you be safer than in my arms. Pretty soon, you’ll be sleeping on this pillow next to me. Not this laptop.

Your presence is like a cold wind blowing all over me. It makes me to tremble, makes me feel weak that all I want is for you to wrap your warm loving arms around my shivering body.  Your face is all I want to see each passing day. Sometimes I feel like I am hallucinating because wherever I am, I see you there.  I am crazy about you baby. I'm crazy about your kiss that always leads me to a place of forgetfulness. It makes me forget the rest of the existence...it is just you and me I see... just you and me  

hey dosto..howz you all doing? its so long that i wrote last time, was just busy with this sometime goodie goodie and sometime worse like hell ,so called, fateful life, but i hope u all doing great.well, have lots of things to discuss with you but what to do, this time always fell short but better we dont discuss about time. you know what?? sometimes i feel like my head is an egg and the word  "LIFE"  is its yolk, may be thats why question about this life keep rolling inside my head all the time.can anybody give answer to this small but too big query of mine.                                                           WHAT'S LIFE? ya this qustion might look small by words but when we begin to discuss about it. mind me,we can write loads and loads of book over this small que.everybody has its own definition about it,eve...

Its almost 5 now.. precisely its 4:45 AM and my eyes are still wide open.i call such nights 'A lonely night'. Nights full of sorrow and pain and as usual you have no one to be with you. You move to your window and all you find is darkness everywhere......lonliness everywhere....you turn your face to talk to moon and share your feelings with it but it is also quite there starring at you and never utter a word... LONELY NIGHTS.....ya thats what i call it.But nah i m not gonna cry here and gain your sympathy.. just have a song for you all..Its not dedicated to anyone.. have no one to dedicate it.. but i know you all will definitely like it...                                             Easy come,easy go Thats just how you live,oh Take,take take it all But you never give SHould've  Known you was trouble From the first kiss Had your eyes wide open Why were ...

Missing my someone..*****(no names ):p .. You know I always think about the word  'attraction'. What is it? Why is it? Is it just about testosterone and epinephrine, nothing more? I personally hate to think there is nothing more to attraction. I realy do. Attraction which is natural, between a creator and its creation, I understand. But I am talking about the kind of attraction which is illogical, unreasonable, which there is no need of- urgent or latent- and yet no way one can avoid it. There is no explaination of that attraction and yet all the while the mind tries to unlock the mystry with in it. Like the waves of the sea which come up unremittingly onto the shore, all day and night, just to caress the boulder around. What is it that make sea care for boulders? Like the sun which rises and sets and rises again relentlessly. What is it that doesn’t let the sun to revolt? Like the moon which acts as a cupid for all the young hearts. What is its interest in doing so? Lik...

Hie friends. i hope you all doing good.As i m here today, you must have understood that i'm going to eat li'l more of your head with my things left unsaid :p  well 'A MOMENT TO REMEMBER' , sounds like so big kind of words, isn't it? dont worry i'm still a dumbo and i still havn't got such a smart brain, to think such big words. but its a movie, a korean movie, that i just watched today. really sweet one. dont worry i'm not going to tell you the story of movie. but this post is again about things that left unsaid. so, i was talking abt movie.hmmm...after that movie i found myself overloaded with lots of emotions and sentiment that i just felt like sharing. i had read somewhere, words by BEN IRWIN - "most of us spend our lives as if we have another one in the bank" and alot of same kind of questions strike on my mind... that why? why we all spend our lives thinking 'let it be' kind of things? why we all spend our lives thinking ...

i was just sitting idle today since morning,had nothing to do or i should say, i didnt want to do anything.lazy ass , i'm becoming day by day.but, whatever, that is not important.dont worry,this post is not about "how lazy i m ?" .i'm not that big psycho who will torture you with this  'being lazy' story of mine. so,where was i ? ya,i was sitting idle since morning and had nothing to do.so,i thought, " why not to write on my blog?" .but, i didnt get anything to write about.Thought alot but didnt get anything.Then,suddenly something, i dont know, from somewhere beeped inside me and i murmered, "aahhh!!! it would be quite easy to think what to write about , if we had some kind of application or software for this as well". and this murmuring itself gave me the title of my post for today.. "what if we had an application for everything?" . what if we had a software that would turn our griefs into happiness. . what if we had a ...