You know what friends…
yesterday I asked
someone… “what’s your idea about these three words ‘thing beyond forever’ ..i m
going to write a post with this title” and she was just like laughing and here’s some part of our convo…
me(27/09/11 5:03:41 PM) : thing beyond forever
she(27/09/11 5:04:10 PM) : hmmm
she(27/09/11 5:04:11 PM) : nice hai
she(27/09/11 5:04:14 PM) : interesting bhi
me(27/09/11 5:04:23 PM) : kya interesting...
she(27/09/11 5:04:55 PM) : title is very interseting
me(27/09/11 5:05:46 PM) : hmmm post gonna b interesting as well... what u
think whats that thing beyond forever
she(27/09/11 5:06:19 PM) : beyond forever
she(27/09/11 5:06:30 PM) : there is nothing like forever
she(27/09/11 5:06:36 PM) : everything last
me(27/09/11 5:07:01 PM) : something never do..
she(27/09/11 5:07:22 PM) : sab kuch khtatam ho jata hai(everything lasts)
she(27/09/11 5:07:38 PM) : so forevr fairy tales mein hi acha hai (so these
words look good in fairy tales only)
and then i was thinking whole day if she was?Do everything ends at somepoint?Do everything lasts? Is there nothing like forever?Then why the hell,this word exists,forver?Why the hell,these words came into my mind? Its was rolling here in my head all day long.. a single word was like thundering inside me.... and that word was forever....
Do you also believe there's nothing like forever? Is it like that? I will still say,no, as i told her.Cuz after thinking so much about it. I got answers to my question or should i say some more questions to my question. But they were enough to make me realise and interpret that there do exists word like forever and there do exist a 'thing beyong forever' and you know whats that?...
Ya,it's the same thing that binds us with each other in the bond of care and affection. That's love,feeling ,sentiments for our loved one's that last forever.Cuz as i said i was thinking about it and you know , at last what i thought...i thought....
"Forever ha... what if i die tomorrow? I dont know what happen to us when we die, if someother world exist after our death where we live another part of life?What happen to our soul?And if there do exist some world for our soul then would it be possible for me to forget my family,my paaa maaa sis (my world),my friends(who were with me no matter what), my first love(no matter if she love me or not).Would i be able to stop loving them all?Cuz i can say about myself that its not really possible for me.No matter what...no matter where m i...no matter in what planet m i...but no i cant stop loving them, cuz they complete me and i dont think that my personality mean anything without them.so,it will never last, my feeling, sentiments and love for my world , my people. with whom i smiled i cried and i laughed, will never last.Its not possible which make it a thing beyond forever.No matter,i m alive or already a ghost somewhere but i will not stop loving them atleast.i love them and will keep loving them.One more thing should be taken into consideration,its already 14 years i guess that my pa left me and went to heaven,its 6 years for my maaa and if somebody ask me,"did i spend a single moment in my life that i didnt miss them and think about them".I realy dont remember the one. I cant forget them as i said they were my world and i dont think i would ever feel the different way for them no matter how many year passes, no matter if this 14 years turn to 104 years but no man,i cant stop loving my paa,he will still be the best person of my life..my hero..my icon..n i know that they both would be loving me from somewhere, praying for their son".
so i was sure about my statement then,there do exist 'a thing beyond forever'.Cuz no matter what how far we are from our loved ones,if we really love them...then we will keep loving them in this life and after this life,no matter what. Cuz when we love someone we dont say,"i will loveyou in this life only".
we say,"i will love you ever and forever".
so what do you think now friends? Am i right or was she she right? Do everything lasts? there's nothing like forever?you must also think about it.The ones,you love for whom will be a.....
THING BEYOND FOREVER