A part of me

I didn't know what went wrong, what made her walk away?

I tried to figure out, but nothing she would say

For my questions pestered her, my tears made her embarrassed

I never wanted to be a priority, but a little love was all i expected

I still kept giving, giving in day and out

But all went in vain, when all she beheld were doubts

doubts of an uncertain tomorrow,as she told me, i have to go

My dreams, my wishes, my love were shattered in a single blow

I stood by the balcony, looking into the thin air

I clung onto her picture,  crying silently so that no one sees

All i begged my fate, was a sight of hers

Occupied with things important , she had moved on well in life

It was never tough for her, for i was another man by her side

She thought i must be over her by then, least was she aware that i died each day

I moved out, i had forgotten how it felt being loved

I seek a place to pour my heart out, i looked below and above

When saw no place to confine, saw no place to cry my heart out

I kept walking toward a dead end, against the fate i have enough fought

I reached the valley, stood there high, saw down the abyss and looked behind

When saw no one who would call me back,i let my body be taken down by the wind

They located my body amidst the woods, with a note in my head clutched tight

And a picture of her in my hand
It read "I will love you till I die",
Don't let her known of my death,
She might live life in guilt,
Just tell her I went to a place afar,
And though I loved her still"
I stood there while lay my corpse; a  kid asked me who he was
I told him "a part of me...."