scribbles of lazy me

I didn't know what went wrong, what made her walk away? I tried to figure out, but nothing she would say For my questions pestered her, my tears made her embarrassed I never wanted to be a priority, but a little love was all i expected I still kept giving, giving in day and out But all went in vain, when all she beheld were doubts doubts of an uncertain tomorrow,as she told me, i have to go My dreams, my wishes, my love were shattered in a single blow I stood by the balcony, looking into the thin air I clung onto her picture,  crying silently so that no one sees All i begged my fate, was a sight of hers Occupied with things important , she had moved on well in life It was never tough for her, for i was another man by her side She thought i must be over her by then, least was she aware that i died each day I moved out, i had forgotten how it felt being loved I seek a place to pour my heart out, i looked below and above When saw no place to confine,...

Families in  India  are increasingly aborting their second child if they know it to be a girl and they already have a daughter, a study shows. Scientists estimate that up to 6 million girls have been aborted in India over the past decade by couples who do not want a large family and are determined to have a son. The practice is more widespread among wealthier and better educated Indian families, who are better able to afford the prenatal tests and medical intervention they want. While it has been known that there has been a tendency to abort girls in India since the first census in 1871, the latest evidence suggests that the practice is common throughout the country. The research,  published in the Lancet , suggests that the Indian government's attempt to tackle the issue by outlawing ultrasound scans that identify the sex of a foetus has not worked. The Pre-Natal Diagnostic Techniques Act was passed in 1996 to stop medical staff telling parents the sex of a ...

That one girl, whom he left crying, That one girl, for whom his heart went blind, That one girl, who made him smile, That one girl, who made him believe in love for a while, That one girl, who was his symbol of trust, That one girl, who was his one & only lust That one girl, for whom he could take on the world, That one girl, whose heart was as pure as a pearl That one girl, who meant life for him, That one girl, who is now just a dream That one girl, who he yearns for at night That one girl, whose eyes could start a fight That one girl, who he left alone, That one girl, who is now somewhat gone That one girl, who is truly missed That one girl, for whom he wishes now if she exist...

IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW FAR YOU RUN.. THERE IS ONE DEMON THAT YOU JUST CAN'T ESCAPE.. AND THATS THE DEMON INSIDE YOU..

I know that the only thing keeping us apart is the miles between us. If it weren’t for that, I know for a fact that you’d be right here right now, cuddling underneath this blanket with me before I fall asleep. I honestly don’t know how I used to get through the day before you came into my life, but I really can’t see myself getting by without you there now. And I know that for now the closest thing to having you by my side when I sleep is by looking at your face through a monitor. For now, that will have to do. But one way or another, I will be right next to you at night. I need to be next to you. Because I need to fall asleep knowing that everything precious to me is safe. And where else would you be safer than in my arms. Pretty soon, you’ll be sleeping on this pillow next to me. Not this laptop.

Your presence is like a cold wind blowing all over me. It makes me to tremble, makes me feel weak that all I want is for you to wrap your warm loving arms around my shivering body.  Your face is all I want to see each passing day. Sometimes I feel like I am hallucinating because wherever I am, I see you there.  I am crazy about you baby. I'm crazy about your kiss that always leads me to a place of forgetfulness. It makes me forget the rest of the existence...it is just you and me I see... just you and me